Look it up

last picture with open eyes (poor quality phone pic)

This Thursday night, one year ago in approximately three hours was the last time I saw Ailish's eyes.  She was not herself.  She was grinding her teeth like crazy, not something she was known to do.  Her eyes were deviated to the side, something I had always referred to as stuck.  This had not happened to her in a couple of years.  Other than the teeth grinding she was settled and there was nothing she needed from me so I went to sleep.  Some time after that I have never ascertained when, Ailish went unconscious never to open her eyes again.  That is what you call  a pisser.  Look it up in the dictionary.  You'll see.